Unforgettable

And I will give him a white stone, and on the stone a new name. ~~Jesus

There is a flower that lives above tree line in the Rocky Mountains that has captured my heart for almost forty years.  It is a flower that can be difficult to find.  I shudder at the thought of how many times I might have trampled this rain-drop sized flower under the lugged sole of my boot and have been none-the-wiser.

I’ve sat at 13,000’, chest heaving, trying to gasp every ounce of oxygen out of the thin air and, while on that tawny carpet of alpine tundra, head between my knees choking back mountain sickness, spied the Lilliputian pinwheel of blue petals and yellow pistils smiling at me in the shadow of my size fourteen Aslo hiking boots. They come from the genus Myosotis, which in Greek means, “mouse ear.” In a German legend, God named all the plants when a tiny unnamed one cried out, “Forget-me-not, O Lord!” God replied, “That shall be your name.”  Because the Alpine forget-me-not flourishes on the tundra where the winter wind and snow blow with a fierce intensity, they never grow larger than the top button on your shirt.

Alpine Forget Me Nots

In all my years of trekking at altitude I am filled with wonder when I find this shy flower.  And each time I fold my 6’4” frame and kneel down to get a closer look, I whisper something that only God would hear.

What has struck me over the years has been how such delicate beauty could survive in such harsh conditions and I marvel at a Creator-God who would plant it in such inaccessible places.  I have no idea how many times I have found the flower and thought God is delighting in his creation. Or to paraphrase Anne Lamott, “God is showing off.”

Showing off to whom?  I would be the only person to see it.  How many millions of little blue, mouse-eared flowers are never seen by any sentient earth-bound being?  He must have made those for His own delight.  This is so unlike me.  I do virtually nothing for the sake of beauty alone.  I never prepare a sermon and want to preach it to an empty church.  I never write an essay or a story hoping no one will ever read it.  Any beauty I might try to create, I want to share with others.  I want someone to say something laudatory about my so called art.

But my ego is fragile and I am trying to be larger than I am.

Each flower is the same.  Doesn’t God get weary of the sameness of His creation, no matter how heart-poundingly beautiful it might be?  I guess the short answer is, “No.”  He keeps on doing it season after season, mountain after mountain, flower after flower.

Monotony is my enemy.  Because I have sinned, monotony places me vulnerable to sin.  It was monotony that caused King David to look at a bathing beauty.  It was monotony that made the Pharisees fail to see the Creator-God walking and recreating in their very midst.   I fear monotony.  I fill my life with ear pollution, eye noise, and trivial pursuits.

Not God.

G.K.  Chesterton wrote:

“Because children have abounding vitality, because they are in spirit fierce and free, therefore they want things repeated and unchanged. They always say, “Do it again”; and the grown-up person does it again until he is nearly dead. For grown-up people are not strong enough to exult in monotony. But perhaps God is strong enough to exult in monotony. It is possible that God says every morning, “Do it again” to the sun; and every evening, “Do it again” to the moon. It may not be automatic necessity that makes all daisies alike; it may be that God makes every daisy separately, but has never got tired of making them. It may be that He has the eternal appetite of infancy; for we have sinned and grown old, and our Father is younger than we.”

Beauty is a reminder of the “appetite of infancy” that is at the heart of our Creator-God.  I find myself valuing it, wanting to possess it, and desiring to create it.  There is something about beauty that takes us to the place of innocent delight of being a child.  And perhaps it is in that wonder of delight we step into, if for but a moment, another garden coming down from heaven at the end of days.

So, you don’t know my art?  Perhaps you don’t know my name.  No matter. Each time I marvel at the beauty of a bashful flower, I remember that it is but a taste of another garden where I will receive my new name.

Beauty reminds me that I am not forgotten.

And neither are you.

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6 thoughts on “Unforgettable

  1. Thank you Pastor Joe for sharing this.
    I feel bettter now, cause sometimes I wonder if I am overdoing it when I think wild Triliams are such a thing of beauty. They always have caught my eye, and I think of them as God’s “free” Orchids to us folk’s who can’t afford the real thing in such abundance as they are in the spring forests of the Northwest.
    blessings,
    Bob

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